2024 was a year that demanded I sit with my heart, not gently, but with a weight that insisted I stop, feel, and rebuild from within.
In numerology, year 4 is about foundations, structure, and hard work, but for me, it became something else entirely. It felt as though the universe pressed a hand to my chest and whispered, “Slow down. Feel this. Build from here.”
It wasn’t easy. The heart’s lessons rarely are. They don’t arrive neatly packaged or gently offered. They come in the spaces where we resist, where we ache, where we hold on too tightly. And yet, in those spaces, my heart has been quietly teaching me how to trust, how to open, and how to stand with it instead of shrinking beneath it.
Now, 2025 stretches out before me. It is a personal year 5 of freedom, expansion, and change. It also aligns with the universal year 9, a year of closure and release. Together, these energies feel like both an invitation and a challenge.
What will I connect more deeply with? What will I transform? What will I create from the space in between?
And the biggest realization, the one I’ve been working through for the past nine years, is this: my imaginings shape my reality.
I have a choice. I can imagine forcefully, where fear, rigidity, and doubt linger, or I can imagine heartfully, where love, joy, and possibility live. The tools—the numerology, astrology, and Chinese zodiac—can guide me, but they are not fixed promises. I’ve learned to see them as supportive companions, not as absolutes that limit my imagination or lead me into fixated perspectives.
This map isn’t a plan or a checklist. It’s a way of moving forward, of imagining and creating from the heart.
The Lessons of Personal Year 4: Heartstanding and Heartful Imagination
Among the many lessons I experienced in 2024, one that uprooted me most profoundly was my relationship with understanding.
Understanding has been a guiding force throughout my life. Since my preschool years, I’ve sought to make sense of everything: my emotions, my choices, my relationships. I believed that if I could just understand it all, the pieces of my life would finally come together. That I could somehow reverse-engineer my history and fix what felt broken.
But understanding became a weight I didn’t know I was carrying. The harder I tried to control life’s pressure, the more it pushed back. It felt as though life was steering me toward a different direction, and I was resisting with everything I had.
And then, my heart began to teach me. It didn’t want to be solved or dissected. It wanted to be felt.
This shift unlocked something profound: a movement from understanding to Heartstanding.
Heartstanding is standing with my heart, not beneath it or above it. It’s letting my heart show me its truths without needing to control or fix them. It’s holding space for contradictions—the ache and the joy, the longing and the hope—and letting them all belong.
Another lesson emerged alongside Heartstanding. As I stood with my heart, I realized how much my imagination had been shaped by fear and doubt. I had been imagining from old stories, from the parts of me that questioned whether I could ever be whole.
But the heart imagines differently. It imagines from love, from abundance, from possibility. When I let my heart guide my imaginings, something shifts. I feel it in the quiet moments, in the way my body softens and the world feels wider, more alive.
The Call of Personal Year 5: Freedom and Miracles
As I step into 2025, I feel the pull of dual energies. A personal year 5 promises freedom and expansion, while a universal year 9 urges closure and release. Together, they form a rhythm of letting go and growing forward, an inhale and an exhale.
This year asks me to release the rules I’ve built around myself and to transform what still triggers me. It’s an invitation to create from my heart, to imagine a life that feels heartful and whole, and to live that life with intention.
I’m also becoming more aware of the greater influences shaping my journey. The cosmic cycles, the universal principles, and the synchronicities scattered along my path like breadcrumbs.
At the center of it all is love. Love connects everything—cosmic, human, and divine. It’s the universal language that reminds me of what’s real.
I could spend this year searching for signs, waiting for miracles to fall into my lap. But instead, I’m playing with the state of being the miracle for myself, my loved ones, and my community.
This isn’t about forceful creation. It’s about heartful creation. It’s about imagining and living with loving intention, choosing to give life to everyday miracles.
The Call to Reconnect
A few days ago, I went to a StoryBody session, a myofascial release therapy. Honestly, I didn’t know what to expect, and my mind found creative ways to stir up chaos, tempting me to postpone my appointment. But my heart wasn’t having it. The chaos subsided, and I showed up. As Heather worked gently around my chest and shoulders, I felt it: the tightness, the heaviness, the way my heart felt caged inside me.
I hadn’t realized how much I was holding until I felt it begin to release, through tears that came quietly yet deeply.
Heartful Practices for 2025
To support myself, I’m creating space for my heart in new ways. These aren’t resolutions—they’re invitations to reconnect with its wisdom.
Heartful Pages: Journaling directly to and from my heart, letting it speak its truths.
Breath of the Heart: Placing my hand on my chest, breathing intentionally to reconnect with my heartbeat.
Heartflow Movement: Moving gently and intentionally, not to perfect my body but to feel its connection to my heart.
Moments of Heartful Joy: Finding quiet awe and gratitude in the small, everyday miracles.
Nature’s Heartbeat: Tuning into nature’s effortless flow and letting it remind me how to soften, adapt, and thrive.
Heartful Nourishment: Eating with presence and love, savoring every bite as a source of gratitude and sustenance.
These practices are not about doing more or achieving more. They are about making space—space to feel the fullness of my heart, to listen to its whispers, and to let it guide me. As I integrate these practices into my daily life, they become acts of devotion, quiet reminders that my heart already knows the way.
And from this place of deep connection, I turn to my intention for 2025.
A Heartful Intention for 2025
This year, I release the need to arrive at a destination. Instead, I choose to walk heartfully, trusting my heart to guide me and discovering home in every step of the journey.
May this be the year we imagine with the fullness of our hearts. May we let love lead the way. And may we uncover beauty in the questions, the quiet moments, and the messy, in-between spaces where life truly happens.
Live heartfully,
Claudia Vidal💛✨
“The heart imagines differently. It imagines from love, from abundance, from possibility.”
Loved this piece. ❤️ Heartstanding is a beautiful perspective. I've been guilty of trying to understand rather than simply feel. This is an 8 year for me, which I'm excited about, but my 4 year was quite a doozy. Also using astrology and numerology as tools for growth and self connection. Looking forward to reading more ✨